I am sitting in here, in this same place but in a different spot. I am with the people I see everyday, people whom I share my life experience with. I am seeing their faces, their expressions. I am sharing emotions, questions, the reality of life and its intricacies. This is what life is supposed to be about, being with others and sharing with them.
Though my soul yells at me, it tells me to remove myself from them. My heart wants attention, and my body craves abstinence. I live for both myself and for them, and it is tearing me apart. What is this conflict that I am constantly experiencing? Why do I want nothing to do with them, but crave their looks and gestures? What is it about humans that make us act without logic, think without reason?
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