Scare tactics, I need scare tactics. I need a slap in the face, maybe a glimpse of the future. I could definitely use a distraction. I need to get out of my own head, because right now it is my antagonist. My anti-hero. Filling my thoughts with desires so far from my reach, and making them seem realistic. Justifying the impossible. My heart feels it too; it receives the pain that my brain uses as fuel to create these alternate universes. And I am torn. My brain tells me to pursue the elusive. My heart screams for me to awaken.
How does one dismiss their own fantasies, and manage to listen the signs from the heart? Because apparently, my body is willing to take the consequences from my mind's schemes.
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