You and your inconsistencies, I'm fed up with it. I look one way and you run the other direction. You look in my direction when I am conveniently not there. It all seems like a pattern. A pattern of smiles and exchanged pleasantries, all tucked into a Chinese box so it cannot be accessed. You escape the day for errands and the like, and show up at night like there is no issue. I may be selfish, and I may be expecting reciprocation despite not deserving it, but I need more than this. I need more than the occasional comment, those repeated words with no meaning behind them, I need something tangible. Something to justify my investment.
I need all this more than I need to be free of it all. More than you could understand, and a lot less than how you probably feel about it all. 'Blah' is all i have to say. I need some spice, some change, and a lot less bull.
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