Defeat

Im on a hunt.Im pillaging the town houses. Searching as if my life depended on it, because at this point my sanity does. I am in a dire need for some outside presence, some sort of foreign sovereignty.Ill rip through the old barns and ravage the light towers until I find what Im looking for. I need a sense of co-dependence, a partner in crime. My longing will haunt the halls of mansions, my jealousy will infect others like myself. Ill run across each continent, erasing my tracks behind me.

Im tired of this search. Falling down, covered in filth. My search seems futile. Solace is out of my grasp. The sunlight is under a veil of disingenuous practices. Its so damn dark.....